It's My First Time, Promise!

Most of my classmates and friends have their own blogs, at first I am not interested of it, everytime we're having our laboratory class, my classmates are very busy posting in their blogs rather than listening to our instructor, even in the internet research area, most of the students pay attention to this kind of "habit".

At first, I don't like blogging, for me it's wasting my time, as an working student of this Religious Institution, I need to manage my time into 3 parts; study - work - and spiritual formation, I rather use my internet accout for research and answering my assignments rather than blogging. Until there was a time that I realize that doing my daily works and task, for 5 years, keeps me feel "bored" I need some space to shout out my inner hatred and discouragements, I need some place to express my feelings. Its my firt time creating a blog, its my first time posting here, I doing this not because I want to earn money but, for me, it is the only way i can express "something" I want to. it's my first time, promise!, but there will be next, until I learn to love this kind of habit.."(?))